So This is Me

I so don't know where to begin. Maybe I should start with why I decided to start a blog in the first place. It's because I need to vent somewhere and seeing I some people on myspace that I don't want to know some details about my life, like my parents because to them I'm still this virgin girl who they think is gay because for some strange reason they listened to my younger brother and for the fact that I'm into the J-Rock type of guy who most of the time look like chicks. But for the record I'm not gay, maybe a slight bisexual but I never explored that. Besides I have enough guys issue as it is, hence this blog because mainly I'll be blogging about the guys in my life because it seems they're the source of my life fucking.

But before I go into that part, let me tell you a little about me. I'm a 23 year old pisces who's a navy brat and had a somewhat shelter childhood. And that's is pretty much what you need to know at the moment because it basically sum me up. But I guess I'll explain more.

Seeing I'm a navy brat, meaning that my dad is in the navy, I moved around a lot. I lived in 4 different states, two states twice and one I never going back to again, and lived in one other country. Because of the constanted moving and how bad the schools in the cities we ended up in, I was homeschooled from 5th grade up with the half of year of private school in 7th grade which led to the somewhat shelter life I had. Seeing that I didn't go to school, the only interaction with kids my age where my friends from church and seeing I was (being the keyword here) southern baptist, you can see where the shelter came in because those motherfuckers were strict about shit. But after a row of 3 bad churches, I was fuck this shit and I haven't been going regular to a church since. Don't get me wrong, I still believe in God and Jesus and the Bible and all that, I just don't believe in churches.

So because of the christian up bringing, I had the whole virgin until marriage thing drilled into my head and seeing all the guys I knew up to like this year were only friends, it wasn't much of an issue. Don't get me wrong, I like guys and I had crushes on my guy friends but I was too shy to do anything with it. Anyways, because of that idea, I was a virgin up to a month before I turned 23 but I think I'll leave that for next time.

In Honest Truth,
NQT