Tuesday, June 9, 2009

My Virginity

So let's talk about how I lost my virginity. Like I said before, I was a month shy of my 23 birthday when i finally lost it and it wasn't to anyone particularly special either. You know the whole virginity is said to be a gift that you give to someone special? Well I gave that "special gift" to my roommate. Sure I was majorly crushing on him since he moved in a week before what happen happened. Actually I jumping ahead because I should explain how I met this guy who I'm gonna call JH and to explain I gotta give some backstory that led up to it.

The backstory starts like a year and a half before I met him, when I decided I wanted to move out of my parents' house because they were driving me crazy and even though I was 21 at the time, I really didn't have freedom. I remember one time I was going go out drinking with a friend when he got off work at midnight but my mom being the concern mother she was, was like well you know you have work and yada yada yada, so I ended up not going, but anywho. My older brother who's in the navy was like hey you can come move over here with me so I was like okay. So I packed up everything and moved all the way across country to live with him and from the beginning I knew that he only had a year or so left at his current duty station and was going to move on after that but I was that's cool, I'll just find a roommate.

So that what I did. First I looked at work, seeing if anyone needed a room to stay but no luck. So seeing it's the age of the internet, I decided to look on these one roommate finder sites. First week, I got this hit from this girl who had to move out the place she was living at because her roommate just had a baby and wanted to give the baby her room. I go over to were she lived which basically right behind me because she lived in the same apartment complex that I did. We hit it off great, everything was perfect. Until the week that my brother was living and we were going to go to the office and switch everything around and she can move in with me. Yes, you guess it, she dropped out at the last minute.

Now I was all worry because I didn't have anyone, so I went to all these other roommate finder sites, put my profile up, and pray that someone would come in time. Enter JH. At the time he was living on the couch at his friend's place because some reason or other and the people he was living with was getting tired of him so they decided to help with his search by putting up his profile one of the roommate sites I was on. They found my profile, contracted me, and after looking at his profile (which he later told me was bullshit), I was like this seems like a cool dude, so I replied back. Later that night he came over to look over the place, we just got to talking and after it all he was like when can I move in. In like a couple of days he was in my apartment and basically chillin'.

For the first week he was here, he was on medical leave from his job because the day before he moved in he got ran over by an airplane and fractured some ribs which is a funny story because seriously how many people do you know that has been ran over by an airplane? So anywho, he was basically home the whole first week he was here and I started crushing on him badly. But I was no no no, he's my roomie, nothing can happen between us. Then we started sleeping in the same bed together.

It was all accidental at first. We were watching movies in the living room, had a pillow fight, basically be stupid, and we fall asleep on the couch together as we were watching Scarface. Seeing the couch is just so big, we were cuddling up and eventally his hands started moving over my body, feeling me up. And I didn't stopped him. Not at all. So like everyday after that, I was either sleeping with him in his bed or in mine or on the couch again.

One morning after sleeping together, his hands started to wander again and so did his mouth. First on my breast and slowly made his way down to my yeah...... But let you tell you this, he has a way with his tongue, omg, it's amazing. But I didn't lose my virginity then tho. After he finished down there, he got up and went to the bathroom for a shower.

It was the next morning when it happened. Same drill, slept together in my bed, in the morning, his hand and mouth started wandering, went down on me, but after he just laid back down. Then something came over me, I think it's the fact that I just wanted to have sex, badly. By then I was addicted to porn for years already, so I let my hand explore it's way down into his boxer and started jerking him off. He got to a point that he couldn't take it and took matters in his own hands and just started fucking me. It didn't last that long, just under 5 minutes, he just pulled out and came on me. Then went and got me a towel.

That's how it happened. No waiting for someone special, for the perfect moment. I was like fuck it, I just want this over and done with. And I did. Like that. And to him, I was just other girl he fucked, thought never special about it. I didn't tell him I was a virgin at the time until weeks later, but that's a whole nother story which I'll tell next but right now I got to go get ready for work. And fyi, we only did it that one time because he had enough problems as it is and I was like I don't want to be part of that mess.

In Honest Truth,
NQT

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