I Know, I Know

I knew the guy wasn't right for me but I still regretting breaking it off with him. I know it's better off this way but that night I cried myself to sleep as I hold until a blanket that smelt of him. I know it's stupid. Completely stupid. But I can't help it, I'm just a stupid girl.

What's worst is the fact is when I told some of my friends, all of them were like good for you and shit. None of them like him for me. They thought he never treated me right tho they only heard the bad things when I complained about him..... never the good things...... which at the moment is all I can think of so yeah......

Maybe I just miss fucking him. Or just fucking someone in general. If I be a good girl, it'll be the middle of July until I fuck someone. Which gonna feel like forever but it seems when I was dating the dude it was forever between fuckings. I can make it? Maybe? Hell no...... I need sex now!

In Honest Truth,
NQT