Nothing.

I just got home from breaking it off with this guy I been seeing for little over 3 months. I just got through with him just being indifferent to everything and to quote what he kept telling me "doing nothing." And that's the point he did nothing. I was the one who was always calling and texting to see if he wanted to do anything and the majority of the time he did nothing. No call back or text. When I went over to get my things, he just stood there with this corky smile thinking that this is the third time she threated to do this so he figured I wasn't going to go through with it, so he just stood there smiling that fucking corky smile of his and did nothing. I asked if he wanted to say anything, he said no because I was being mean even though he did nothing.

THAT'S WHY YOU BASTARD!

What did you do when at the same weekend we both thought I was pregnant and I was trying to get ahold of you so we can talk this over? You did nothing but ride your fucking bike which was more important to me in this relationship if you can call it that. Because through the whole time, I was just the girl he was seeing, nothing more, nothing less. He even told me when we first hooked up that he could see other girls because we were nothing serious but later on he made it a point to tell me I was the only girl he was seeing. That I should feel special because of it. I didn't.

I'm the kind of girl who needs attention because you don't want to leave me to my own devices. Trust me. Because for the last month, we only spoken here and there and actually saw each other like twice and after the whole pregnance scare, I was pissed with him, so I started talking to other guys with the hint of being something more than just friendship. Hell last week I gave head to this guy I just started really talking to the day before as we were watching NCIS in his bedroom with his family just downstairs and his door open and hopefully today I'll fuck him.

But yeah, I kinda knew that nothing would have come out of this from the start even though I tried to tell my head otherwise. But he was such a good fuck that I didn't want to give him up but enough was enough. I through with his doing nothing attitude. I need a guy who will actually do something.

In Honest Truth,
NQT